demons

"I shouldn't have been born at all"- "I wish I were dead" - your own thoughts suffocate you. It wasn't your fault that you feel lost inside. Don't blame yourself because you did nothing to stop your thoughts from tormenting your mind.

Everyday you get out of bed even though you want to lay down there all day. You are taking a bath and brushing your teeth. You're in school- talking and laughing with your friends. You are doing things that a normal person would do. You are fighting your inner demons, darling. I know how badly you want it to end but its clawing at your mind. You're stuggling enough to keep them from winning.

So don't blame yourself. You are stronger than what you think. You are trying your best to live despite the countless times you want to end your life.

170427/11:20am

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