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How you wish you could tell someone how alone you feel or how heavy your heart is. You wish you could tell me how much you're hurting. You can't tell anyone how your mind is attacking itself. Instead, you keep on smiling. You keep on telling everybody that you are fine because you can't find the right words to start explaining what and how not okay you really are. You remained silent. And silence is the only way you know how to explain it.

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